Mid-workout, I often ask myself, “Jeezus, what am I doing here?” The answer usually is muffled by someone telling me to stop stalling and get moving because “that squat ain’t gonna do itself!” Like I need THAT reminder. I’ve been at this fairly seriously for about 6 months. I walk away everyday looking like, at worst, I lost a a fight to a semi, or at best, an angry scrappy dog.
So, seriously after all that, why AM I here? Why do I come in here 5 days a week and CrossFit.
I CrossFit because after 15 years of intense involvement in organized sports, I’ve never found something that makes me question my physical and mental capacity and ability, or helped me prove to myself I CAN do it. CrossFit has helped me get stronger. I don’t mean pull-ups or deadlifts or double-unders. I mean in my head, I’m stronger. Someone telling me to keep squatting isn’t what keeps me going. For the first time in my life I know I can. That’s why I CrossFit – because in such a short time (in relation to how long I’ve been an athlete), I learned there’s very little my body won’t do – and it’s an amazing feeling. Every single day, I surprise myself. I lift more, pull harder, and go faster – because I CAN – because CrossFit taught me how.
It’s a lot of work, and sometimes, when I walk away looking like I’ve just been stigmata’d thinking I can’t do it anymore, I catch my breath, and recall the last 14 minutes and 12 seconds and realized I finished, Rx (thankyouverymuch), so I CAN do it.
I’ve never EVER met a CrossFitter who doesn’t have a reason to go in everyday and work themselves so hard – and it’s very rarely because “I want a hot body”. There is more to this – it’s a game you play with yourself to be better than the day before. To be ready for anything anyone throws at you and be prepared for it – in your head and your heart. Maybe your muscles help you through “Misery”, but it’s your head and your heart that tell them to keep going.
Don’t get me wrong, my body looks better, I feel better, I sleep better – all very awesome reasons to do this, but as far as I’m concerned, that’s just icing on the cake that I shouldn’t be eating because it’s SO not Zone.
Of course, this is just little ol’ me, so ask yourself, why do YOU CrossFit? If you haven’t started – ask yourself why not? You’ve got nothing to lose and an amazing life to gain.
Quinn – for CFFM
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Another inspiring CrossFit blog post. So true, ever CrossFitter has a reason. If you don’t CrossFit, just check Facebook or Twitter, it’s changing people’s lives!
Great post! “There’s very little my body won’t do.” I think that has to be the most profound discovery that every crossfitter learns after a few months of sticking with it. After that, it’s the constant testing of your limits and knowing that if you can’t accomplish something today, it’ll happen tomorrow, next month or next year. That’s what keeps me fighting to be stronger, better faster.
“You’ve got nothing to lose and an amazing life to gain” Great way to end your story. We love to feel the chills of reading a story like this. Thanks and if you could, we’d love to have you tell your story to the world Quinn. Check out our website and see what you think.
That was a very good post…I find myself trying to explain to others why I do it and you have put it out there better than I seem to do.
Thanks Keith!
We posted this on our affiliate WOD blog PunishYourWeakness.com. Thanks for the great write up! You said it well!